Wednesday

"Within my earthy temple there's a crowd;
There's one of us that's humble, one that's proud,
There's one that's broken-hearted for his sins,
There's one that unrepentant sits and grins;
There's one that loves his neighbor as himself,
And one that cares for naught but fame and self.
From much corroding care I should be free.
If I could once determine which is me!"
                                        ~Edward Sanford Martin

When I woke up today, I was exhausted and in the fog of waking up, was like, why is my alarm going off, today is Saturday. This is exactly what my roommate Jane Doe said the day before. Yesterday I went and meet with my Bishop and he was asking me how I was doing and I said doing great. He asked if I was dating anyone and I said no. He asked why and I said, because no guys have asked me and I am afraid to ask the guys. He said that he has to tell the guys that they need to ask out girls on dates. I felt better when he said that it wasn't the girls job to be the one asking for dates. Because that is how I feel, when I don't get asked on dates. That it will be my job to ask the guys on dates. I am kind of old fashioned though. I want to make the guys court me. 

Then in my Book of Mormon class this morning, we also got on the topic of dating and how the guys get afraid especially after a girl turns them down. I really wanted to tell them to man up anyway. But I don't think that it would have been appropriate to do that. So i refrained. Someday I will find a guy that will ask me out on a date. Someday...someday...sigh. Sorry I don't mean to rant, but that is how I feel right now. 

On another note, it has been raining again. I love it when it is thundering. It makes me miss home and all the thunder storms there. Beautiful! I love nature. 

Well that is all for now. Till next time.